went manjonging today. really got to urge to. i've set asides capital to lose. somehow i knew my friends are all super manjong queen. played out of boredom. but i didn't lose that badly it's 10% of the amount i lost previously.
somehow i find that i very straighforward and stubborn. i speak without going through my pig brain. i hope i won't hurt anyone. but i don't really meant what i said.
went star gazing alone tonight. sat at the playground downstairs. gazing above. all i see is just the lonely moon. so lonely. as lonely as i am. just need some space to clear my mind. break away from my hectic life.
